and her boyfriend was going to come over to give her prom papers (so he can go to our prom, he goes to a different school, im sick of prom because of him) well as soon as she finds out hes coming over she squirts on perfume…like what the fuck? why do you have to make yourself seem “better” for him? thats fucking so stupid, it aggravated me so much and pissed me off…
When I’m older and when I date her i hope she doesnt do anything to impress me…it got me sick to my stomach to see her do that…i just wanna punch things…im gonna go. sorry i barely go on this blog anymore„ check out my normal blog if you will,.
but me still dont like him..
so my best friend was like in love with my stuffed sheepy…she had her phone wallpaper my sheepy for the longest time…and she said she would never change it :( and tonight..she finally changed it…poor thing..my sheepy has been her background for MONTHS and now..I don’t know its just gone…its been up there for so long, and it means so much, that in just one click, i and it can just disappear from you…i don’t mean to make a big deal out of a little stuffed animal sheepy…but i mean„when you saw the wallpaper of sheepy, in a way it was representing me..and now i’m just.. forgotten:( or replaced:( i know you say you’d never forget me or anything..but still..i feel dead to you…since you loved my sheepy so much„ it kinda represented you…and that’s why i go to sleep hugging it every night…cause every night..i wish i could hold you until i fall asleep :( idk, i just feel less important now…
I mean today was going great ..i guess you can say…i took a walk cause I just feel so stressed recently… so today i walked an Eminem album..and movie….good for me i guess..but i just really need to escape from life…try having one person in the world that knows you best, the one person you can share everything to her, she is the one you love. try having her the one you’re stressed over…i love her, but i EXTREMELY dislike her boyfriend…i dislike him so much ,it gets me pissed off when i hear his name…Everytime she sees that I’m upset, i can’t tell her cause I’m just stressed over her boyfriend… a few days ago i was about to flip my shit and just rant to her..but idk id just feel like more shit…
especially when they think a totally different way about you :(
he stressed me out:( i get so jealous…:(
…without the heartbreak
…Her father calls me his son:) cause i hope to be his son-inlaw someday…
…people think we are dating cause it shows how perfect we would be together…
…people think we are realted, cause it shows that we are perfect for each other..
(i know i repeated the meanings)
…im with her:P ,
(i know its cheesey!)
